One by one by one- one at a time Out of time, can't even afford to breath Decimate my own mind- One intent Because it's now and forever- Better hold your peace Increase, decrease, decease, release your mind I'm staring right back at the face I hate But not for long, forget the words, they're wrong You can talk your shit just get your fucking story straight Killing me- Does the temptation turn you on? Killing me- My only hope, salvation- gone Killing me- Internal confrontations spawn Killing me- Fucked up again, some friend You'd better be ready for the worst- Expect the worst Modify me misery, I've grown soft inside Retrogressing thought with time Enemy of god designed to piggy back- Pig, piggy, piggy back ride All the way down, all the way down, all the way home All the way back to where their father fell I'd hesitate to talk cause I can feel it in me I'm just too pussy- I'd rather rot in heaven than in hell Killing me- suck it, suck it back further- This must be my penalty A sneak attack murdering all my integrity It's self destruction Now I'm my own worst enemy Identity is killing me Killing me- why can't I see ahead of me Recently I'm thinking I don't need you anymore Killing me- I'll never be what I wanna be No release cuz I know I'm my own worst enemy Now it seems to be me And it seems to me- I am my own worst enemy Killing me- my own lonely pretentious philosophy