What am I doing?
What have I done?
Why can't I stop?
What is this?
With your head on my chest,
Your hand in mine,
Your skin / my mouth
All of you.
And the lines I told myself
That I would never write
Lest you would hear
And understand
That you've no right
To me
And yet, here we are —
What is this?
What is this?
Don't tell me that you love her,
That you're going to sleep alone tonight
Don't tell me that you love her,
That you're going to sleep alone tonight
I cannot have you.
And at the moment when I had
Everything,
I lost
Everything,
It was a decision that I made
A risk I had to take
And now you force me to pay
For what you mistook
To be a mistake.
Don't!
Don't!
Do! Not!
Tell me that you love her,
That you're going to sleep alone tonight
Don't tell me that you love her,
That you're going to sleep alone tonight
I —
Cannot have you
But, then again, neither can she
Or you wouldn't be
Here
With me.