The sacrifice must be for some unknwon deity, babe I just can't get hard for reality At least not mine Your love charity is like An immortal bleeding beast and here Is it to motivate my heart to function? This age is a bitch that burns our dreams, so musn't you leave Can only turn away I wonder can I produce some of heat To keep our experiment in our heart I told you I could, I couldn't cope seeing the disappointment in your eyes Do it Oh Nina, how can I defend myself against this world That batters me like a retarding cartoon? It's too soon for salvation, but that word is just a joke Oh Nina, my whole system is chaos I'm desperate for something, but there's no human word for it I should be happy, but What I feel is corrupted, broken, impotent, and insane Oh Nina, I've become so hateful How am I ever going to survive this winter? I can think of nothing but getting my revenge Make those fuckers pay, but it's not gonna to happen and It's eating a hole in me Eating a hole in me It's eating a hole Eating a hole Eating a hole in me Little heart can see each suffering repeat Our sole/soul concession To find dimension I've inherited spiritual sanctions for some old ancestral crime It was committed long ago, but the punishment's absolved all down the family line Everyone's so unstable, on my mother's side And emotionally barren, on my father's side But tell me how can I attempt to atone for somebody else's willful ignorance? [(rest quietly muffled under loudness)]