Drove out to our favourite place in the country Reclined the car seats into their lying position Turn the lights down low, Turn up the radio I gave myself to you Wish I was a virgin, not a slut at age 15 I continued on my path of self discovery More like the path of self destruction Went for your best friend Went to a secret hideaway Only three words are needed to describe how this story ends Then I loved you, now I hate you I loved you, it's all the same Then I loved you, now I hate you I loved you, and now I can't even say your name I never knew the consequences of my actions that night I felt so empty inside, as though I'd submitted my spirit Just one night to you, a universe to me I couldn't see what the truth was Nothing more than a bet, I was just your pet No one understood, I kept it deep inside All the pain that I felt My world was crashing down You both laughed at my tears, how could I have been so naive? I never wanna feel that same misery Then I loved you, now I hate you I loved you, it's all the same Then I loved you, now I hate you I loved you, and now I can't even say your name Now they all wonder why I'm so cold hearted I loved someone once, and never want to love again I shield myself from it, love seems like such a trap I was caged, I couldn't fly, I ran away, I wanted to die I loved me, you just hated me I loved you, it's all the same And I loved you, still don't wanna hate you I loved you, and now I can't even say your name Then I loved you, you just hated me I loved you, and it still hurts to hate you I can't even say your name Copyright HER Records, SOCAN, SAC 2004.