There's somethin' that I tell myself When I can't seem to let go, I'm not fifteen Thank God that's not me But somewhere in between my cells There's somethin' pullin' me down Pullin' me down, baby I'm past my growin' pains But I feel them all the same I think I put a little too much pressure on myself I'm in the gutter I hope when I'm older, I could turn into someone else The worlds I held when I was young They're still sittin' heavy on my tongue I'm healin' ♪ Walkin' through thе park behind the hockey rink Steepеd in cigarettes and energy drinks Try to rewrite a beginnin' Where I'm able to shake my upbringin' But this mornin', I shaved my legs And I cut my thumb on the razor blade Brought me right back home I'm past my growin' pains But I feel them all the same I think I put a little too much pressure on myself I'm in the gutter Hope when I'm older, I could turn to someone else The worlds I held when I was young They're still sittin' heavy on my tongue I'm healin' I'm healin', baby