New yellow pack and blowing smoke in my face I wanna tell you but it isn't my place All the times I tried to change you All along I was the evil that became you Is this your license? It isn't scanning Who told you that I made exceptions? Never wanna watch you go I'm right beside you, I'm a fucking ghost This is a favor Its is self-serving My heart is breaking, vision blurring Never wanna watch you go I'm right beside you, I'm a fucking ghost Watch you go? I'm a fucking ghost The fourth card that she pulled was a love card And she pulled the child's card When I asked her what it meant She said that I was bound for new beginnings And that in love I should either Fix what I have now or walk away And I thought about how me and you Just keep fucking killing ourselves And killing each other I thought about how maybe I just wanna hit rock bottom on my own You know what I mean? Like a fuckin death wish Never wanna watch you go So I walked I'm a fucking ghost