Always looking back You're right in front of me You left at the right time Were you just dying to get away? I don't want you to take it back And I don't want you to lie to me You were sleeping in his bed It's all the same And the moment that it all came down in front of me Was the only time I ever felt afraid And knowing might be harder But I wonder if you ever feel the same When you run the other way You let go of it When I gave you everything Did you ever stop to weigh the cost of being free? You watched me give it all And you watched me fight for it You could've spared me all the time I still believed Now I'm waking up and reaching for you next to me And the moment that it all came down in front of me Was the only time I ever felt afraid Yea knowing might be harder But I wonder if you ever feel the same How could you turn and run the other way Now I wonder were you ever there Or were you always gone And the moment that it all came down in front of me Was the only time I ever felt afraid And knowing might be harder But I wonder if he's loving you the same