I was always afraid, this was a bad dream. Heaven was a firescape, back down to the dirty street. Cold metal on my shoes, iron steps to the lover I barely knew. I was always afraid, this was bad dream. I was always amazed, at how far I could fall. To men in the rain and the swaying of a wrecking ball. Stains of a living life, you could only see'em under a black light. I was always amazed, at how far I could fall. I was always afraid, that I'd pass right through you. Heaven was a cold blue vein, Rubbing by a needle in the back room. Everything stays the same, you lock the door behind me when I leave. And I was always afraid, this was a bad dream. This was a bad dream. This was a bad dream. This was a bad dream.