I'm a soldier but my soul hurt Yeah Nah I feel you I'm a soldier but my soul hurt Let out them tears and get back to work I pray to God for my position hope he have some mercy When it's embedded in your soul you don't have to search I stuff a baggie full of percs and call it taxidermy Ain't nothing falling in your lap besides a bloody nose I really got it out the dirt I'm rocking muddy clothes We keep it dirty it reminds us of our gritty journey You pay the price either bullets or a good attorney No need to worry it don't solve nothing In this life we living ain't no pause button Say your prayers when you hear the law coming You know they're planting drugs or they're all dumping This country keeps my mental in a dark place All these mothafucking murders make my heart ache What can you do about it pull up and start shooting out it I ain't no demon I'm just leaning on my super powers Fuck the world Turning off this social media I need a break now Turning off my phone leave me alone before I prank out No words, I'm a soldier but my soul hurt Turning off this social media I need a break now Turning off my phone leave me alone before I prank out No words, I'm a soldier but my soul hurt I need a break now Before I prank out, No words I'm a solider but my soul hurt Let out them tears and get back to work The only way you make it through is with a strong mind I promise it got to get better before it gets worse Ain't no forevers in this world just a long time They sent my homies up the road where the floors cold All they got is imagination when them doors close That shit ain't healthy for the mind it's a crooked system Now they institutionalized clutching on a pistol Fuck gun powder I'm giving you sunflowers while you're breathing Support when you need it bandages when you bleeding Brother from another sister from another mister All we got is memories so I've been taking pictures Nobody lives forever ain't no need to cry about it Twenty-eight and diabetic reality diabolic I know I'ma die a legend my story is biologic Somebody gonna break the cycle hopefully it's my assignment Turning off this social media I need a break now Turning off my phone leave me alone before I prank out No words, I'm a soldier but my soul hurt Turning off this social media I need a break now Turning off my phone leave me alone before I prank out No words, I'm a soldier but my soul hurt Turning off this social media I need a break now Turning off my phone leave me alone before I prank out No words, I'm a soldier but my soul hurt I need a break now Before I prank out No words, I'm a solider but my soul hurt My soul hurts