Maybe I just refuse to be here for you
Maybe that's who I am underneath my official plan
We dive for easy pearls and leave the rest forgotten
We leave the best of worlds on the bottom
I can be frozen, I'm no salt water lake
Maybe I'm broken, can't be blamed for my mistakes
Maybe I'm cruel just like I seem to be
How I can't stand to see you in front of me
Maybe I'm just a child who needs to throw a fit
Maybe I'm mad and wild underneath all I try to fit
We dive for easy pearls and leave the rest forgotten
We leave the darkest worlds on the bottom
I recognize the way you hide your pain
Asking me questions you don't really mean
Maybe I pull against the way you lean
Into the things I say, I'll give you less that way
Or maybe I just refuse to be here for you
Maybe that's who I am underneath my official plan
We dive for easy pearls and leave the rest forgotten
We leave the best of worlds on the bottom