Maybe I just refuse to be here for you Maybe that's who I am underneath my official plan We dive for easy pearls and leave the rest forgotten We leave the best of worlds on the bottom I can be frozen, I'm no salt water lake Maybe I'm broken, can't be blamed for my mistakes Maybe I'm cruel just like I seem to be How I can't stand to see you in front of me Maybe I'm just a child who needs to throw a fit Maybe I'm mad and wild underneath all I try to fit We dive for easy pearls and leave the rest forgotten We leave the darkest worlds on the bottom I recognize the way you hide your pain Asking me questions you don't really mean Maybe I pull against the way you lean Into the things I say, I'll give you less that way Or maybe I just refuse to be here for you Maybe that's who I am underneath my official plan We dive for easy pearls and leave the rest forgotten We leave the best of worlds on the bottom