I don't know what is happening to me I think my mind's finally come undone The city's quiet and the hour is late And I'm afraid to face my life alone And I don't know why It's so hard to consider this I've reached up so many times To find my hands full of emptiness There's been nothing to help me to sleep I've got too much going on inside I never thought someone could pull me in this deep But now I find I'm losing this time So many times I've been put aside I was always second best (Through several tales of the past I've sailed) But nothing's sweeter than to be picked from the vine Like the treasure of a harvest (But nothing hides when you cast them aside) I have never been seen except in glimpses of my dreams But you're waiting here in the wings and I'm speechless And I don't know why It's so hard to consider this I've reached up so many times To find my hands full of emptiness