Holding on to words
Clinging on to thoughts
Trusting vows once made
Love or hate I can't differentiate
I can't differentiate
Holding on to words
Clinging on to thoughts
Trusting vows once made
Love or hate I can't differentiate
I can't differentiate
Love or hate
Take me down
Into the depths I've sworn myself to never see
I've gotten used to second guessing being part of me
Taking my time before
Faking the image of a
Person that's got everything under control
But there's a feeling deep inside of me
I'm not the man that I once claimed to be
Holding on to words
Clinging on to thoughts
Trusting vows once made
Love or hate I can't differentiate
I can't differentiate
But how did I end up in here?
A burnt out mess at the end of a year
At the end of a year
I didn't listen to myself and everyone around me
Trying to adhere to what influenced me profoundly
Casting out the hated deadweights
That are residing inside of me
Staring into my soul
I never thought I would feel so cold
Hating just what I see
I never thought I would want to be
Isolated from what makes me
Hold on through misery
Time I wasted without facing
It might not set me free
Holding on to words
Clinging on to thoughts
Trusting vows once made
Love or hate I can't differentiate
I can't differentiate
Love or hate
I feel my own ambition breathe down my neck
Always trying to elevate myself into greater heights
Yet it only leaves me feeling like a total wreck
And lying awake through most of my nights
The flame is fading out in me
Why won't someone stop me from eating up myself?
Break me down and take what you need
Take what you need
I've fallen victim to my very own greed
Holding on to words
Clinging on to thoughts
Trusting vows once made
Love or hate I can't differentiate
I can't differentiate
Holding on to words
Clinging on to thoughts
Trusting vows once made
Love or hate I can't differentiate