I think there's pieces of Heaven in blue eyes
I'm scared I'm not far enough at 25
I don't believe in a lot, but I feel like I believe in enough
I think that sad songs are better in the car
And that it's more fun to kiss in shitty bars
I don't cross streets for the love that fell apart, 'cause it was good once
Mmm-mmm
I'm into overanalyzing things
And I romanticize the way that
My apartment looks when it's messy
I got a habit of taping daises over baggage
Hoping that maybe it might make it look a little less heavy
I've been a kid who couldn't wait to get older
I've been somebody that somebody got over
I've been a handful for my mother and I idolize my brother
Still trying to figure it out
I think not dancing at parties is a sin
And I've made a lot of good family out of friends
I'm confident, but I care what other people think
More than I'd admit
Wish I did less
But I'm into overanalyzing things
And I romanticize the way that
Windows look lit up in the city
I got a habit of taping daises over baggage
Hoping that maybe one day someone might wanna carry it with me
I've been a kid who couldn't wait to get older
I've been somebody that somebody got over
I've been a handful for my mother and I idolize my brother
Still trying to figure it out
I've been a stranger on a train in October
I've been the heart sewn onto somebody's shoulder
I've been in love and then I lost it
Had the ball, then I dropped it
Yeah, my faults and my fears can get loud
But when I look in the mirror I'm proud
Of the pieces of myself that I get from my dad
Of the lessons that I've learned, even if they had to hurt
Of the people who I have to hold me up when life gets hard to live
And all the ones I miss
I've been a stranger on a train in October
I've been the heart sewn onto somebody's shoulder
I've been in love and then I lost it
Had the ball and then I dropped it
Yeah, my faults and my fears can get loud
But when I look in the mirror I'm proud
Don't always know who I am right now
But I know that she makes me proud
Mmm-mmm
Hmm-mmm, hmm-mmm