Tonight I let myself cry I wish I could know why Now I sit chest is shaken It is starting again Fuck it, you're gonna make me say it You broke my heart and I'll never be the same it Hurts like fuck and, you ruined everything Single tear Single tear Single tear Must be nice I need to find a finish line I need eternal quiet time Must be nice for you to pass it by Drop in for a moment, but not even know it I let the loss live I don't think it's ever stopping You just gotta let the loss live Integrate it Better to hate you Than to miss you Better to forget you Than forgive you I thought I loved you But I lived you You were the goggles that I saw through Now I live far off I get sentimental but it's not much Tonight I walked past our old date spot And what you used to call "the rat block" I'm a believer 'cause my bikes got pegs and streamers I learned from the best to use spit and shine it on my chest Am I allowed to be high all weekend if I wasn't the day before? I am me I was then also me way back when Am I allowed to be high all weekend if I wasn't the day before? I am me I was then Also me Way back when