Today I lost myself I closed my eyes, I was someone else Nothing was the same I lay my burden down I felt my feet on solid ground I turned my world around I need you for the first time 'Cause I'm haunted by the thoughts in my mind You're the only thing that feels right So take me tonight for the first time Some of my darkest days Were spent on blood and nothing seemed to change I've only myself to blame But some of my hearts are spades And some of my pain won't go away But I'm learning how to walk away Baby, I have so much hell in my heart But I'm getting over Honey, come back around and let's start again I need you for the first time 'Cause I'm haunted by the thoughts in my mind You're the only thing that feels right So take me tonight for the first time I need you for the first time 'Cause I'm haunted by the thoughts in my mind You're the only thing that feels right So take me tonight for the first time