You know I hold it against me
Come back I know you remember me
They say I was always crazy
You know it's all I talk about
Just alone as I'll ever be
Come back I know you hate me
I'd dream but I can't fall asleep
You know it's all I think about
Distance can be such a catalyst
I've been afraid of abandonment
My love just never felt adequate
You know it's all I've got now
I won't forget what you said that day
Don't lie I know there's not anything
But I spent centuries waiting
You know it's all I sought out
And on that birthday you never had
Black and white roses on your neck
Wish there was something I could have said
To turn back time
Your friends shrugged it off when they found out
You spent your life in a haunted house
But nobody cares
What stalks you now
Couldn't extinguish my ailment
Drinking to feel compassionate
Maybe these pieces will never fit
You know it's all I talk about