Nothing is the way it's supposed to be Give myself a new name Kill the old me Look into the mirror hairs longer and black See myself in the past don't want him back Kept my emotions in a bottle Smash that shit Slit my throat Bleed out for a while Tie a brick to each of my limbs Jump off the boat and hope I can't swim Boy you got me so bad In my heart Boy you got me so bad In my heart Boy you got me so bad In my heart Boy you got me so bad Mulbury season two many reasons to let you go A perfect afternoon ruined by the things we didn't let each other know Why'd you text me back if you never meant for this to last Maybe I'm still living in the past Forget your number block your socials it's like we never met Yeah I'm overreacting Keep this simple I'll pay the bills We can cut right to the chase no need to get real Leave out the emotions I can't afford to be chained down But your looking at me with those eyes and I'm feeling like I need you now Clothes off on the table we don't got a label Whatever this is we were just kids K I S S on the lips Baby I need you to live Nah I'm overreacting But you're acting like I'm out of fashion I've been the freshest since I was in the third grade Pick me off the tree that's why my favorite color green I keep it on always So you don't gotta leave You can stay with me We can kick it everyday Till the sunsets your head resting next to mine Starry night above our eyes I'm just glad we didn't stay inside