It's always bittersweet watching my friends fall in love It starts a chain reaction I don't know the end of The fire in my belly works its way up to my face I don't wanna hurt anyone I love, so I popped a pill and got out of that place So I laid down on the roof of her car To see if god would tell me anything I read my tea leaves in the stars But that motherfucker wouldn't tell me anything I don't wanna go down to where the lonely people are I'm worried I'll let this go too far Indulge me a moment and light my cigar I know I'm overreacting But why'd you make a perfect boy to punish me? Filled him up with love and creativity? Then dropped him hundreds of miles away from me? You know I'm not prepared to cope I would crush my arm in a hydraulic press I would gouge out my eyes just to feel his caress As I lay me down to rest The fire burns ever brighter I don't wanna go down to where the lonely people are I'm worried I've let this go too far I can't even look at you any more Without that sinking feeling