I guess I don't know what I was expecting We barely know each other to begin with Two days What can you do? Maybe I wanted more than he could give me Maybe we don't, have all that much to say Maybe I'm nervous Maybe he hates me Maybe I'm making it all too big a deal I've been so open Doesn't he owe me? No Maybe it's time to look within ♪ Every dollar spent on this is feeling wasted All of the months of planning, building, orchestrating You were supposed to be my rock, my saving presence You were supposed to be my perfect iteration You were supposed to solve this crushing desperation You were supposed to be You were supposed to be You were supposed to be the thing to fix it all! Maybe I'm broken on the inside Too many hours spent online All of the structures I put into place Have only served to compromise my health Maybe I'm working with the wrong guy Maybe I have to grow myself Under construction Under the impression That one weekend was the antidote The fix for all the things I broke The ever-growing manifold of issues I cannot withhold You'll hardly recognize the mold here Once I'm done Maybe go all the way Maybe I'll Maybe (I'm sorry)