Sittin' around
Wanna figure it out
A way to justify my second chances
Mind wanders far but it keeps landing on you
Who's left to blame this time
Was I a victim of my circumstances?
No, I held the smoking gun but not the bullet that it threw
Painted a picture, while I was trying to find
Another piece of gold
I never figured out
That the villain was me
And now you're leaving
I'm not giving up, I'm not giving in
Not letting the dark be the reason
I give myself for the kind of person, that I have been
I can't change for you, so I'll change for me
I'll be alone, for now, for then
Words fly like a burning knife into the person who's my only anchor
It wasn't too much weight but rather the rigidness of my stubborn mind
And I can't stop thinking about it
Regret flows in too late to prevent the things that I said
The things that I meant at the time
But not once I played the tape back
Painted a picture, of what I had in my mind
Another hand to hold
I didn't like what I saw
Who I turned out to be
So now I'll leave it
I'm not giving up, I'm not giving in
Not letting the dark be the reason
I give myself for the kind of person, that I have been
I can't change for you, so I'll change for me
I'll be alone, for now, for then
I'm not giving up, I'm not giving in
Not letting the dark be the reason
I give myself for the kind of person, that I have been
I can't change for you, so I'll change for me
I'll be alone, for now, for then
For then