This would be a sonnet
If only it qualified as one
Trust me boy, I'm on it
Can't dislodge it from my psyche, son
Find some common decency
Before you get this piece of me
My body's like a Goddess
To be honest, this ain't for free
Better deposit in my pocket
If you wanna know my name
Double the product
Intended targets are rarely all the same
I was a prodigal daughter
Gotta go slaughter the thought of her
Maybe I would have turned out different
If nobody had gnawed at her
But the thing is
We're all the same
We're feeling vacant
But filled with pain
Better complacent
Than betwixt and between
Ya heard what they said
Fluctuate between nice and mean
Yeah but the thing is
We're all the same
We're feeling vacant
But filled with pain
Better complacent
Than betwixt and between
I heard what they said
Fluctuate between nice and mean
I came from the basement
You couldn't stomach the scene
There was blood in places
That Freddie couldn't even believe
He said "Try the bleach yet?"
I said "Brother, just let me clean."
"Find inner peace yet?"
"Nope I'm still a fucked human being."
Back to the basics
Sew yourself at the seams
Ya'll heard what they said
I fluctuate between nice and mean
No, I can't be faceless
Though, I do not want to be seen
You all can peep this
'Cause I'm not a fucking pussy, you see
Ha ha ha
Now, I'm just playin'
Don't know what I'm sayin'
This shit's like pay per view
Curiosity's inaccurate
Now tell me, did you really like it?
Or was this a game for you?
The animosity's reciprocated
Tell me you feel inundated
Alright everyone listen up
Here come's a peer review
Okay, so all of ya'll stranded
Out on thin ice
Betraying one another
'Cause you want to survive
It's like the brotherhood
Was never even that tight
Mother fuckers had to see this coming
I won't let you sink for nothing
Getting on each other
For some dumb shit
Pulling out knifes and other weapons
From your back is
More common than finding in it yourself to end a crisis
Why are you like this?
We're rarely honest
Don't promise me anything
Never lie to a King
Finally I can sing
Actually what I mean
You are not the enemy
That is them in front of me
Laughing their asses off like they've never done a thing
So we don't fuck with lobotomy
My head is not a part of me
'Cause I separated it from everything else inside of me
So tell them to come at me
I wanna see their bodies bleed
Watch me take 'em all out
I'll omit them like an apostrophe
Y'know because they're like
Whatever
Now, I'm just playin'
Don't know what I'm sayin'
This shit's like pay per view
Curiosity's inaccurate
Now tell me, did you really like it?
Or was this a game for you?
The animosity's reciprocated
Tell me you feel inundated
Pay per view, let's review
A month or two is overdue
It's more than that I'm sugar coating
I could do without this news
I'm warning you
I turn into somebody else
And I've had the worst morning
One time
This guy I liked asked me out
I got filled with anxiety and stood him up
That's right
Turns out that would be the last time
I'd leave my house
Who else?
Put 'em up
Little me thought it was funny to idealize
Little things like putting a bullet between her eyes
Little darker there than I think it needed to be
Last few lines kinda escalated quickly
I don't really wanna die
Though I've tried a couple times
My thought's aren't based in Athens
So why do I feel ostracized
From my own fucking insides?
I pondered late at night
Is falling from two stories high enough?
No it's not, I've looked it up
Pay per view, let's review
A month or two is overdue
It's more than that I'm sugar coating
I could do without this news
I'm warning you
I turn into somebody else
And I've had the worst morning
Pay per view, let's review
A month or two is overdue
It's more than that I'm sugar coating
I could do without this news
I'm warning you
I turn into somebody else
And I've had the worst morning