I lay away in Gerald's bathroom And nothing feels the same We spent the day in lucid, spinnin' tracks And now it's getting packed I take one sip and lose my second grip Of what I thought I had We take off into the darkness of the day Wondering, where will I land? What am I doing here all alone I need to go out and speak There's people here for me What am I doing here all alone At Gerald's kickback I need to relax Roll up my jeans Right where the holes bleed Throw on my wrinkled tee Lace up my shoes And look into my teeth Oh, they're sinking into me "You've been missing" oh That's what they're all saying But who could tell you're tripping? The catch to my fall, oh it's tickling my feet I guess I keep forgetting What am I doing here all alone I need to go out and speak There's people here for me What am I doing here all alone At Gerald's kickback I need to relax What am I doing here all alone I need to go out and speak What am I doing here all alone I need to go out and speak There's people here for me What am I doing here all alone At Gerald's kickback I need to relax