Acting out of malice Circle pain on the diagram Keep it steady, cut precision from my shaking hands I'm so caught up between what I want and who I am You only reach out at your weakest And I do it right back And I do it right back Let it circle in my head Burn a hole into my bed And I do it right back And I do it right back Let it circle in my head Burn a hole into my bed I think I found what you were looking for I won't give it back until you learn to use the magic word If you're fucking with me then I just gotta be sure And if it's really honesty then stop faking concern Water down the drain until I'm clean I create the image of myself I let you see The things that make you pretty never look as good on me Me, my eyes and eyelids are all different shades of green And I do it right back And I do it right back Let it circle in my head Burn a hole into my bed And I do it right back And I do it right back Let it circle in my head Let it circle in my head Downing the drink that you made for me Carve a space in the walls so that I can see I can barely breathe I can barely breathe When you're not with me When you're not with me Sometimes takes a little more to come apart Waiting for you to come back in the dark now Sometimes waiting all alone at the bus stop I don't really give a fuck about what you want now 'Bout what you want now 'Bout what you need now 'Bout what we had, 2 a.m. and I'm homebound Kissing your neck, I forget all the past Till I stand up too fast and I do it right back (And I do it right back) (Let it circle in my head) (Burn a hole into my bed) (And I do it right-)