I wanted to end it all You asked me how the darkness tastes like The answer for your blindness They spoke in tongues and blurred my vision Now I own the fear and the past is the gasoline Ain't nothing but the truth I'm a DEADGIRL Watch me bleed black Descendant from a sad world Anti-phoenix, disintegrate to dust I'd do my demons and call it love Ain't nothing but the truth I'm a DEADGIRL Watch me bleed black Descendant from a sad world Anti-phoenix, disintegrate to dust I'd do my demons and call it love Blood stains on my chest Put holes in my innocence It's what I got taught It's how it's always been Wear 'em chains on my collarbone Representing my soul Repressed for too long Destination unknown I just need to get my head straight I just need to get my head straight I just need to get my head straight I just need to get my head straight Let it happen and ignore the fact that we're cursed Drown your empathy in misery, control how it hurts Ignore your consciousness (I just need to get my head straight I just need to get my head straight) Let it happen and ignore the fact that we're cursed Drown your empathy in misery, control how it hurts Ignore your consciousness Fall asleep with your ever fading love It's just you and your shadow now Walking the alleyway of your deepest dark I make you high like Fizzle Rocks I make you high like Fizzle Rocks Treat your crotch in my drop top I fuck you like an exorcist Buried with a kiss You got one wish Ain't nothing but the truth I'm a DEADGIRL Watch me bleed black Descendant from a sad world Anti-phoenix, disintegrate to dust I'd do my demons and call it love Ain't nothing but the truth I'm a DEADGIRL Watch me bleed black Descendant from a sad world Anti-phoenix, disintegrate to dust I'd do my demons and call it love Ain't nothing but the truth I'm a DEADGIRL Watch me bleed black Descendant from a sad world Anti-phoenix, disintegrate to dust I'd do my demons and call it love Ain't nothing but the truth I'm a DEADGIRL Watch me bleed black Descendant from a sad world Anti-phoenix, disintegrate to dust I'd do my demons and call it love (DEADGIRL yeow) Worm girl, such a pathetic vulnerable creature (dead girl, yeow) I declare your hate my cocoon Got stabbed in the back too many times (dead girl, yeow) Through it all I became this thing I came out of the other end of it (dead girl, yeow) Lost a lot of humanity Lost a lot of my feelings But now I'm my own God And I believe in nothing but pain