I didn't ask for this pain I got Maybe I deserved it, maybe not Well I pushed it all down and I tried to forget But it hurts so much living with regret ♪ I see your face in my dreams at night I wake in tears and I cry with spite Woman you broke me in ways that you'll never know And everyone tells me to let it go I've been holding on for so long And I don't know how else to live Well I want to hate you still But God knows I never will Move on with my life unless I forgive ♪ It's easy to hold onto the pain you feel Forgiveness ain't easy but that's how you heal Bitterness promises relief through revenge But love is a medicine to make amends I've been holding on for so long And I don't know how else to live Well I want to hate you still But God knows I never will Move on with my life unless I forgive ♪ I've been holding on for so long And I don't know how else to live Well I want to hate you still But God knows I never will Move on with my life unless I forgive Ohh ohh ohh