I walked through the door with you
The air was cold
But something about it felt like home somehow
And i left my scarf there at your sister's house
And you've still got it in your drawer even now
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Oh, your sweet disposition
And my wide-eyed gaze
We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
And I can picture it after all these days
And I know it's long gone and that magic's not here no more
And I might be okay but I'm not fine at all
'Cause there we are again on that little town street
You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
Wind in my hair, I was there
I remember it all too well
Photo album on the counter
Your cheeks were turning red
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
You told me 'bout your past thinking your future was me
And you tell some me the khakis, fuck the patriarchy
Kitchen on the ground, we were always skipping town
And i was thinking on the tram down and anytime now
Its gonna say it now
You never called it what it was
Till we're dead and gone and buried
Check the pulse and come back
Swearing its the same
After three months in the grave
And then you wondered where it went to
As i reached for you all i felt was chained
You held my lifeless frame
And I know it's long gone and there was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to
'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there
I remember it all too well
And here we are again, and nobody had to know
You kept me like a secret but i kept you like an elope
Say good prayer and we'd swear to remember it
All to well, oh yeah
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And maybe we got lost in translation
Maybe I asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up
Running scared, I was there
I remember it all too well
Then you call me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
'Cause I remember it all, all, all
They say all's well and ends well
And I'm in a new hell every time you damn cross my mind
You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine
And made me wanna die
The idea you had of me was she never needing ever loving true
It shine reflect on you, oh oh oh
Now we've been in a parted bathroom to have us asking me what happened to you
That's what happened to you, oh oh oh
We tram back town with some surfacing jokes
Sipping coffee like some you're on a late night show
But then you watch me watch the photo on the willing you've become
You said it's suppose to be fun, turning 21
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Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again
But I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
'Cause it reminds you of innocence
And it smells like me
You can't get rid of it
'Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
'Cause there we are again when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well
And i was never good at telling jokes
But the punchline goes, I'll get all our childhood stay in my head
For when you're brokenly broke my skin in bond
I'm a solider, I'm turning head away
And in the twin flames, bruise, pain
You you, just between us still the love affair made you do
Cause in the cities, parent go
I still remember the first fall of snow
And how it gless and doesn't fail
I remember it all today
Just between us still the love affair made you all too well
Just between still you remembered all too well
Just between i you remembered all too well (in my head, i was there, i was there)
Down the state, i was there, i was there
All too well, sing it well
I was there, i was there
It was real you remember, it all too well (in my head, i was there, i was there)
Tell these tales (i was there, i was there)
All too well, sing it well (i was there, i was there)
It was real you remember, it all too well