I'm ready for the punch But it may never come That's how I live my life Terrified & dumb Something has gone missing Or never was there at all I've never felt desire For anything at all I don't know what to tell ya That I haven't said before I feel the same old feelings It's like a kick on the floor Why'd you tell me that you need it And then go off disappearing? Why'd you tell me Bout your real love? Hopin' that You'd see it I've spent Years in secret All my life Been keepin' All these li(v)es I still need 'em