Fortunate for us, we're not out of luck
We get to wake up again today
But as I lay in bed, going through my head
I can't help but ask myself
"What will go wrong today?"
If I knew back then what I know now
I'd like to think it'd change my life somehow
But I'm still up to no good
Not living life like I should
As I try to break these habits
But why is it so damn hard?
I'm trying to forgive
And earn forgiveness too
To shake off all the rust
Emerge from this brand new
It's such an uphill climb
To reach these peaks in time
And to overcome this mountain
I've built in my own life
I'm trying to hold on
While trying to let go
The flames are not all gone
Just aren't quite as strong
But she deserves the best
So much better than the rest
And that's who I want to be
Guess we'll have to wait and see
When life throws me down to the ground
If I get back up, or am I down and out?
If I knew back then what I know now
I'd like to think it'd change my life somehow
But I'm still up to no good
Not living life like I should
As I try to break these habits
But why is it so damn hard?
I am trying to forgive
I am trying to forget
I am trying, I am trying
I am trying to forgive
I am trying to forget
I am trying, I am trying
We all look back on another day
When life was simple and we'd be okay
But that was all in the past
These times just weren't meant to last
So we look for something to numb the pain
If I knew back then what I know now...