Wish I could release this hold on me
Created out of other people's dreams
Weighing all the possibilities
Will push me past the breaking point of sanity
The feelings that can occupy my mind
Are strongest when they aren't even
My head is spinning round and round again
Inventing critiques of me without end
They say you shouldn't be mean to your friends
What if I am only mean to me?
Really need to try to find a way
To find out what I really have to say
I just need to please all night and day
Expectations bring me to a darker place
The feelings that can occupy my mind
Are strongest when they aren't even
My head is spinning round and round again
Inventing critiques of me without end
They say you shouldn't be mean to your friends
What if I am only mean to me?
The feelings that can occupy my mind
Are strongest when they aren't even
Where do I even go from here?
I just can't get out of my own head today
Are all these raging thoughts sincere?
I just can't get out of my own head today
Will silver linings make things clear?
I just can't get out of my own head today
Someone please tell me what to do
Will this guilt trip lead me to a lesson learned
Or burden through and through and through?
My head is spinning round and round again
Inventing critiques of me without end
They say you shouldn't be mean to your friends
What if I am only mean to me?
My head is spinning round and round again
Inventing critiques of me without end
They say you shouldn't be mean to your friends
What if I am only mean to me?
What if I am only mean?