I told myself, "Ro, take it easy!" Now I am traumatised She said my days are numbered, hah I am not surprised I gotta find my way out from this misery There's an empty space here to be filled To practice being more loving isn't my thing When you eat those pills you come to me You can't pretend on me Pretend on me I am counting days for my Grammy since I was 18 I am running over my thoughts I feel like drowning Nobody stays forever No matter how hard you try I got some bullets for my haters in my diary If it ain't love baby, why you still call me? Nobody stays forever No matter how hard you try I'm just tryna live for the dreams I promised my mama I need those Heights, I keep going, just watch me go I need you to know I need you to know I am diving in this ocean full of pain and suffering I'm writing so much about us but it's never ending I thought of all the sunsets I saw lying next to you You you... I am diving in this ocean full of pain and suffering I'm writing so much about us but it's never ending I thought of all the sunsets I saw lying next to you You...