It's been a while But I still feel Like nothing's changed And you're still here You couldn't stay You had to leave It wasn't up To you and me And I try To let you go But this denial Is all I know Give me beauty for these ashes I have buried for so long Give me beauty for these ashes I can't wait for you To come back for me anymore I can't wait for you anymore It's been a while But I still know You never meant To let me go The promises You couldn't keep Are faded now Just memories And I try To dry my eyes But our goodbye Plays in my mind Give me beauty for these ashes I have buried for so long Give me beauty for these ashes I can't wait for you To come back for me anymore I can't wait for you anymore You're not here, but you're not gone You're not here, but you're not gone You're not here, but you're not gone You're not here, but you're not gone It's been a while But I still feel Like you're still here