Ain't no telling what I'd do when I be talking to my demons Nowadays we making money stack that shit up to the ceiling All this shit don't take the pain away still searching for some healing I got money on my mind the only thing that keeps me breathing I remember all them nights All them nights that I done cried Wiped the tears up from my eyes Had to put my pride aside I swear I been on my shit I did this all with no else They gon take me as a joke but they ain't know the things I felt I'm still tryna find my way to remove myself from all this hell Lost Too many of my soldiers I ain't good with no farewells Don't forgive to just forget I still remember how they treated me Tried to knock me down I got right up They ain't do shit to me Had to separate these bitches fake don't need that energy They tryna keep me down I stood my ground because I have bigger dreams Ain't no telling what I'd do when I be talking to my demons Nowadays we making money stack that shit up to the ceiling All this shit don't take the pain away still searching for some healing I got money on my mind the only thing that keeps me breathing I remember all them nights All them nights that I done cried Wiped the tears up from my eyes Had to put my pride aside How you say u understand when you don't know the things I'm feeling All the things I did for you now tell me did that have a meaning Now I'm asking was it worth it I can't stop myself from bleeding All that love you ain't deserve it should've known you were deceiving And I can't lie I been a mess Ever since you left my side All this smoke inside my lungs all there is to clear my mind All I asked for was your loyalty you fed me with some lies Now I gotta watch who close to me lord knows they switching sides Ain't no telling what I'd do when I be talking to my demons Nowadays We making money stack that shit up to the ceiling All this shit don't take the pain away still searching for some healing I got money on my mind the only thing that keeps me breathing I remember all them nights All them nights that I done cried Wiped the tears up from my eyes Had to put my pride aside