I let your past decisions
Make me mad suspicious
Like everybody after you
Is gonna take like you did (I let, I let)
I let my imagination
Make up things that weren't there
I'm stressed you'll lie
And that's on me, that's on me (I let, I let)
And I don't mean to doubt the words you say
It's all in my mind (all in my mind)
And I'm tryna break the habit
But it might take some time (might take some time)
And I know it's not fair, it's not true
When the damage done before you reappears
It's not fair, it's not you
So this time, you can put the blame on me
I wanna love like I did before
I knew your ghost could pull the trigger
And if it means I'm gonna hurt some more
At least I'll love you harder
I wanna love like there was no one before
I know that one way or another
I gotta let it go and live for more
I know I'm gonna love you harder
I'm getting past some issues
Got some thoughts to fix, too
Like all the subtle things
I stayed up thinking you did (I let, I let)
You rarely get defensive
I was paranoid, but you were there
I'm stressed and tired
And that's on me, that's on me (I let, I let)
And I don't mean to doubt the words you say
It's all in my mind (it's all in my mind)
And I'm trying to break the habit
But it might take some time (it might take some time)
And I know it's not fair, it's not true
When the damage done before you reappears
It's not fair, it's not you
So this time, you can put the blame on me
I wanna love like I did before
I knew your ghost could pull the trigger
And if it means I'm gonna hurt some more
At least I'll love you harder
I wanna love like there was no one before
I know that one way or another
I gotta let it go and live for more
I know I'm gonna l-
Say it doesn't matter, but we both know it's a lie
I got broken once by someone I see in you every time
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I wanna love, I wanna love like I did before
I knew your ghost could pull the trigger
And if it means I'm gonna hurt some more
At least I'll love you harder
I wanna love like there was no one before
I know that one way or another
I gotta let it go and live for more
I know I'm gonna love you harder
Say it doesn't matter, but we both know it's a lie
I got broken once by someone I see in you every time (gonna love you harder)
Say it doesn't matter, but we both know it's a lie
I got broken once by someone I see in you every time (gonna love you harder)