If you are feeling lost, grandma, just close your eyes Picture being a kid in the backyard, chasing fireflies Put them in a jar and keep the lid nice and tight Suffocating 12 little lives But they're bugs, so it's alright God, I wanna kill myself, grandma Every single day Please don't be mad at me, grandma I'm gonna be okay Mom jokes with the cashier that she don't hit me no more Now she pulls my hair and my ears 'cause it don't leave no marks Everything is pretty much okay Bruises on my head Let's go, grandma, and build a snowman Mom is busy, crying again God, I wanna kill myself, grandma Every single day Please don't be mad at me, grandma I'm gonna be okay God, I wanna kill myself, grandma Every single day Things are really hard right now, grandma But I'm gonna be okay Don't tell grandma, don't tell grandma Don't tell grandma, don't tell grandma Don't tell grandma, don't tell grandma Don't tell grandma that I wanna kill myself God, I wanna kill myself, grandma Every single day Please don't be mad at me, grandma I'm gonna be okay God, I wanna kill myself, grandma Every single day Things are really hard right now, grandma But I'ma be okay