If there's a reason for my ever-changing mind I wish that I could find it and let go 'Cause it all feel so pointless And I'm so disappointed And I'm losing hope that I will ever know You tried with all your heart to love my fears to death But all I ever gave you was my second best Oh Well, ain't it just like me to quit before the fight is over Oh We say goodbye in December and now it's October And I'm still not over, still not over you, yeah I hear you going out with a guy we knew from college I hope he makes you feel like you deserve I've tried to meet new people Hoping that it would heal me But when I see their face, I still wish it was yours, hmm You tried with all your heart to love my fears to death But all I ever gave you was my second best Oh But ain't it just like me to quit before the fight is over Whoa We say goodbye in December and now it's October And I'm still not over, I'm still not over you I don't know how long this will last And I don't care what people say Maybe I look like a fool for admitting that I feel this way Loving you was a wild dream and waking up feels like a daze Losing you is like losing me And my friends say I'll be okay But I don't feel okay It's almost been a year, still I think of you every day Oh Ain't it just like me to quit before the fight is over Oh We say goodbye in December and now it's October Yeah, I'm still not over, hmm Still not over Still not over you