I think I caught depression I can't get off the floor I think I've beat oppression I don't care anymore I think I'm suicidal I think my switch is stuck I think I'm my own rival I think I'm my worst fuck I think therefore I fucking know I'm too aware of what I know Of who I could have might have been Of who I never trusted in The thesis of the rise and fall The burning of the Trojan walls I used to walk but now I crawl I used to walk but now I crawl Gross Gross I think I'm losing brain cells I think I'm going dumb I think they think that sex sells I think that's their problem I think I think too damn much Maybe I don't at all I guess I've missed the point in Chasing after a ball I think therefore I fucking know I'm too aware of what I know Of who I could have might have been Of who I never trusted in The thesis of the rise and fall The burning of the Trojan walls I used to walk but now I crawl I used to walk but now I crawl Gross Gross GrossGrossGrossGross I'm hiding cause I'm paranoid And running cause my will's destroyed Still hiding cause I'm paranoid And running to avoid the void I'm writing down a list of all The things I had before the fall I used to walk but now I crawl I used to walk but now I crawl I'm gross Gross Gross