We were good for a while Maybe a while is just fine Maybe that's all it could have been Oh please show me where to begin Cause My troubled past keeps haunting me My troubled past keeps haunting me My troubled past keeps haunting me My troubled past keeps haunting me Sometimes I feel like we're both on different pages, Wish I could revert changes, Cause I'm so sick of missing you And here I am Walked away from confrontation Had a better plan Way too scared to open curtains In this house with Sam Look at all the damage Swear I'm trying but I can't It's a lie that the pain seem to heal itself Cause I've been in this state of mind since the age of 12 Matter of fact I feel like dying of my mental health I've been yelling, crying, shouting, I need metal help A whole sense of self worth disappears When your life only revolves around tears I never needed much, Just wanting you near, I traded everything to dance with my fears