I was buried in the summer All those parties ago And I try not to remember Til my body lets me go One step in and I'm three drinks deep Watering that big secret I keep If nobody knows, the bigger it grows And no one knows the difference from my laughter and my screams When everyone around me's twenty shots under the sea And I can't tell if I'm drowning or floating So I just keep on going, going And I'm running just to hide And I'm hiding just to breathe And around every corner is the same night on repeat This party's just another haunted house I can't wait to lose all my friends tomorrow This party's just another haunted house I can't wait to carry it with me forever This party's just another haunted house I can't wait to lose all my friends tomorrow This party's just another haunted house I can't wait to carry it with me forever Oh, I can't wait, I can't wait To lose all my friends in one night Oh, I can't wait, I can't wait To ruin the rest of my life And now the clock is melting So's my mouth and so's my mind So I grab onto the railing 'Cause all my friends left me behind There all dancing and they're all free I was once them but now I freeze When someone approaches And I think I might know them, know them And no one knows the difference from my laughter and my screams When everyone around me's twenty shots under the sea And I can't tell if I'm drowning or floating So I just keep on going, going And I don't even know if I wanna be free 'Cause the freedom of this party is killing me This party's just another haunted house I can't wait to lose all my friends tomorrow This party's just another haunted house I can't wait to carry it with me forever