Just hold me tonight, I'm losing my mind
Just stay by my side, like a .45
I'm holding this .45, my life's flashing before my eyes
Like the devils in disguise, it's like suicide tonight, but I don't wanna die
Just hold me close tonight and help me ease my mind
Then maybe I'll unwind, I'm holding this .45
No one understands the life that I lead
All this depression is starting to get to me
I check the clock, that hangs on the wall the hands of time damn sure tell it all
It's about, 4 in the morning, and I'm all alone snorting up a little more of the coke
Tryna figure out how to do this shit on my own
I'm shedding tears while I'm looking at my phone
So I pick up the Jack and take another swallow
To help me ease my mind and get out of my self-wallow
It's burning my chest but my heart still feels hallow
Sometimes I don't know if I'll even see tomorrow
I need to try to come down and put my head to the pillow
But all I can do is keep staring out the window
Hoping and praying that you'll come back home
And if you don't I'll probably be using this chrome
Baby, I'm a lost soul
Baby, I'm a lost soul
Don't wanna go down this road
But baby I'm a lost soul
I'm holding this .45, my life's flashing before my eyes
Like the devils in disguise, it's like suicide tonight, but I don't wanna die
Just hold me close tonight and help me ease my mind
Then maybe I'll unwind, I'm holding this .45