Ill never forgive myself
RIP to all the fallen angels
It hurt my soul when they broke the news
I know one less person was in my views
It ate me up inside talked everyday
Nobody even told me what happened that day
Your funeral wouldve crushed me so i aint go
It rained all day then i saw a rainbow
I know you made it
Have you ever watched somebody die
Look into they eyes and watch they soul cry
Knowing its the end so you gotta say goodbye
Praying that theyll make it to the other side
The night you died i saw you in a dream
Long line of people didnt know what it mean
Then i saw you in your turtleneck it was green
Hugged me so tight i felt it outside my dream
You chose me to tell your message
That you had to go home its no more stressing
Letting everyone know that you made you at peace in heaven
I woke up in tears i seen God is real
Seen alot of death but this was so sudden
Wasnt really blood but you was my grandmother
Couldnt really talk but i understood
Going to your house in the middle of the hood
You had your moments when the illness took control
Hide basic things like the remote control
Still feel weird that you not here
This come may is gone make 4 years
Keep an eye on me from your view
Could barely walk but damn you sure flew
This fucked me up in more ways than one
I know why they say the good die young
I didnt know that you was hurting
Didnt know you so badly wanted to close the curtain
Ya mama said she remembered me my heart sank
The fact you even mentioned me i cant think
You been doing what i wanted to for a long time
When i saw you in the casket i almost broke down crying
I envied that you did it and you felt no more pain
Holding on so your name wont be in vein
Shit will never be the same
I know we felt the same pain
I know we felt the same pain
I know we felt the same pain
Shit will never be the same
I know we felt the same pain
Why didnt you tell me that you were hurting?
Oooo its killing me inside
Im trynna hide
Im trynna hide
Im trynna hide