I was fourteen My brother was twenty When my dad sat me down And told me you'd left me I never listened when they called you crazy I see so much of you in me lately I wrote a song for you And it's called 'Hide and Seek' You never heard it but I, I got it tattooed on me And I'd love to see you sitting in your chair Smoking away, beautifully unaware I wonder what it's like to die Sometimes you cross my mind Well that's a fucking lie 'cause you're on my mind All of the time I wonder what it's like to die Got in the taxi after my London show And your favourite song came on the radio ♪ I cried a little then I stopped Oh, you know I can't hide it I miss you so much It was Christmas day when my mum found you She puts on a brave face but I can see right through But your mind was beautiful, unusual, so loveable But you were beautiful, unusual, so loveable I wonder what it's like to die Sometimes you cross my mind Well that's a fucking lie 'cause you're on my mind All of the time I wonder what it's like to die