I've been struggling to fit in For as long as I remember And every time I tried I felt like a pretender Out of place in my own skin Even when I've been accepted Being buried in my thoughts I fail to get connected My head is like a chamber That's dangerous to enter My mind is my tormentor I can't shake it off I fear that I can't break free From my unrelenting nemesis Can't fight this demon deep inside of me So I am falling victim to myself I know I'm not like the others But sometimes I wish I was They're all friends and lovers While I'm just cold and numb I think I'm craving closeness But I can't break this resistance And nobody ever noticed My eyes lost in the distance My thoughts are like a virus Destructive and desirous Devouring me alive And I can't shake them off I fear that I can't break free From my unrelenting nemesis Can't fight this demon deep inside of me So I am falling victim to myself I'm hosting the enemy The enemy Sitting in my head Sitting in my head No remedy No remedy No I can't break free Hosting the enemy The enemy Sitting in my head Sitting in my head No remedy No remedy 'Cause I'm hosting my enemy I know something is wrong with me But I was born this way It's taken control of me And I can't help myself Why am I lonely in company In every single place How can I fight an enemy Who never shows their face I fear that I can't break free From my unrelenting nemesis Can't fight this demon deep inside of me So I am falling victim to myself I'm hosting the enemy The enemy Sitting in my head Sitting in my head No remedy No remedy No I can't break free Hosting the enemy The enemy Sitting in my head Sitting in my head No remedy No remedy 'Cause I'm hosting my enemy