My job now is sit and wonder
How you're doing, feeling lonely
I guess you must be pretty loaded
It's okay
My bed's a long way from Sun Valley
When you left I wasn't ready
I guess I wouldn't ever be
Do you miss me?
If I could move on with my life
And stop wasting all your time
I wouldn't even care to write
How much I miss you late at night
Now you're like four hours from me
And I can't seem to fall asleep
Cause I'm still waiting
For you to call me here
Sometimes I feel like I'm a bother
When I text and you don't answer
Does it make you happy knowing that I care?
Or do you hate this part of me?
Insecurely sincere
Wish I could hold back how I feel
And let it be
If I could move on with my life
And stop wasting all your time
I wouldn't even care to write
How much I miss you late at night
Now you're like four hours from me
And I can't seem to fall asleep
Cause I'm still waiting
For you to call me here
I only hope that
When you come back
Your love for me is still intact
Hope I don't fuck this up forever
Sorry I'm a nervous wreck
My head is such a mess
If I could move on with my life
And stop wasting all your time
I wouldn't even care to write
How much I miss you late at night
Now you're like four hours from me
And I can't seem to fall asleep
Cause I'm still waiting
For you to call me here