Now that all hope is gone I realize i once had everything in my hands Now there's nothing but nothing to lose No more dreams no more plans no romance I'll travel to a far away land Now the trees in this place are all dead And the soil is painted in red And the nights are so dark i can see no moonlight In the river's reflex I'll travel to a far away land inside of me Now that i can walk with my own feet I don't need your fucking bloody help I can go anywhere i want Whenever i want wherever i want There's a safe land where the green fields are alive Where the sun shines and it's warm and it's so bright You burned my world and it scared me I was afraid of fire But where i'm going i will be out of your sight Now that i've found the strength to move on I can live with needles in my chest And you know you're still living in my heart But i won't be there