I've never been around You wouldn't like that Another get-away I couldn't tell before You're gonna handle I never did (I never did) I've never been the man You would have dreamed of You're making me The person I don't wanna be It's too much for me Will you leave tonight Will you leave Wide awake I'm wide awake now I'm wide awake tonight I can't decide How can I find the way to live my life I came back where we started You've been there a few times before You went back to your parents Never felt the sheets so rough and cold Words in your mind are blurred out You better tell them You're sick of it (sick of it) Will you leave tonight Will you leave Wide awake I'm wide awake now I'm wide awake tonight I can't decide How can I find the way to live my life You are the poison, I'll live Without the rules you said I'd need