So many times They said I needed to believe When I got down on my knees To pray They told me son Please don't you ever go astray I promise you we know the way But I'm just tryna be Who I was made to be And I've got to find out for myself Our minds were made to change We may not see the same But I'll keep your pictures on my shelf I never meant to let you down Let you down I swear But I'll love you till my life runs out Even when I'm Up in the air There a war in my heart That's been pulling me apart And I might not figure it out But I never meant to let you down Let you down I swear I've always said that one day I will move away And chase after the dreams I've got I know it hurt you when you Watched me fall away You said Even after all you've been taught But I'm just tryna be Who I was made to be And I got to find it for myself Our minds were made to change We may not see the same But I hope you keep my pictures on your shelf I never meant to let you down Let you down I swear But I'll love you till my life runs out Even when I'm Up in the air There a war in my heart That's been pulling me apart And I might not figure it out But I never meant to let you down Let you down I swear It might be true That religion is a hoax It's god that matters most So I'll always keep my family close And if it's true That we'll never really know Where all of this will go Then I'll always keep my family close Close I swear