Same ceiling, different day
I'm awake so stay on my phone for 14 hours again
Same lucky charms in the same wall
Look for rainbows but all the colours just go grey in the end
Wish I could say, wish I could say
That this won't last forever
But every day, but every day
It never seems to get better
I hate myself but I don't want to
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
I got some feelings I've been fighting
Always hiding the truth
I hate myself but I don't want to
Friends say that I'm dramatic, that I'm acting
Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again
I never thought that this would happen
Kinda sad when, when all you got is just a voice in your head
Wish I could say, wish I could say
That this won't last forever
But every day, but every day
It never seems to get better
I hate myself but I don't want to
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
I got some feelings I've been fighting
Always hiding the truth
I hate myself but I don't want to
I hate myself but I don't want to
I don't wanna live my life like this
Going through the motion
I don't wanna live my life like this
Always feeling broken
I hate myself but I don't want to
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
I got some feelings I've been fighting
Always hiding the truth
I hate myself but I don't want to
I hate myself but I don't want to
I hate myself but I don't want to
I hate myself but I don't want to