Too many things are stuck in my mind I can't sleep enough tonight I close my eyes but I can see light I am in a fight I'm traveling back to my good memories but I'm running downstairs I'm sitting in the middle of nowhere I am speaking but I'm not there I don't want to feel this weight in my arms where are you now It is pushing me down where am I now My voice sounds loud every time I speak but now I see I haven't said anything I have some plans and I am dreaming but I don't know is someone lying I don't want to feel this weight in my arms where are you now It is pushing me down It is pushing me down It is pushing me down where am I now A cold and rainy night I'm alone All the time looking at my phone is there anything I'm not scared of seeing my own face I'm not scared of seeing a new place but there's nothing I'm thinking about everything that I know, and everything I have shown I'm dreaming that tomorrow I'm not alone but I'm gonna stay at my home My mind is pushing me down It's weight is pushing me down It is pushing me down It is pushing me down where am I now I'm traveling back to my good memories but I'm running downstairs I am sitting in the middle of nowhere I'm speaking but I'm not there