Once my friend Jacob he said to me
"Who needs headphones? I've always got music in my head," and he
Went and danced away from the bed
I thought, "shit, I can't relate to my friend"
I like hearing all the parts in my ears instead
I said, "do you ever feel like you're baseless?"
And he kissed me on my face, it was so tasteless and red, and I
Forged ahead and haven't replayed it yet till now
Sweet Jen I hate to see you sad
I know it's been bad before
Just something seems more out of whack these days
I've been far away for a while and I know it
I love you, I know I don't show it
As much as I could or should or would if I wasn't
So caught up in all my own shit
Once I — or a guy I know
I'm too shy to show that I'd like him to know that I like —
Took me midday to see a show about life
We walked through the snow and as we got there he broke
Into a skip then a jog and I thought about how it was
Playful and odd and I'd never get caught doing that
Sweet Jen I hate to see you sad
I know it's been bad before
Just something seems more out of whack these days
I've been far away for a while and I know it
I love you I know I don't show it
As much as I could or should or would if I wasn't
So caught up in all my own shit
Once I was lit, I can remember it
How I felt intimate with my family and death
And I couldn't hide behind my instrument
Or a guy or my wit, so I gave into it
And I finally felt close to all of my friends
And I wanted to tell them I loved them, and then
I dug up the day and the finite with it
And the night I was lit just existed to me