Watch me break down and then cry through the weekend
See me pretend that I'm fine when you're leaving
Feeling your hands on my waist and you keep me locked in
Try not to worry about what they're sayin
Always ignore what you're already thinkin
Keeping me down in a place where I can't get out
I'm a loaded gun
And all I've ever wanted to know
Is why you think that I'm the one
And why you won't let me go
You just keep on pushin me under
Until I lose all sense of control
And you know that it makes me wonder
If you care
Or if you know
Oh if you know
Oh if you know
I'll ask about you and get what I wanted
Ignorance relays to something dishonest
You'll say it's straight
And you know it's forgotten
I'm a loaded gun
And all I've ever wanted to know
Is why you think that I'm the one
And why you won't let me go
You just keep on pushin me under
Until I lose all sense of control
And you know that it makes me wonder
If you care
Or if you know
You just keep on pushin me under
Until I lose all sense of control
And you know that it makes me wonder
If you care
Or if you know